Sunday, December 13, 2009

Sibu-ing

Finally,
I arrived in Sibu, my sweet hometown
Enjoying my holidays with HIM
XD

Monday, November 2, 2009

相遇→相知→相爱

好久没有用华语写我的blog了
其实严格来说, 我也很少update
废话不说, 进入正题咯
重点就是 我和dear在一起一年了
也就是365天了
虽然这不是很长的时间
但足以让我们回忆
这篇也是为了他而写的
也是用来纪念我们的一周年

这是我们的近照 是我九月回去的时候拍的
从开始认识他到现在已经有两年++了吧
而只在一起一年
至于我们怎么认识的
在我的印象中,我和他认识是在我Sally deardear的生日会上
所以,严格来说Sally还算是我们的媒人呢
呵呵

从陌生人→朋友→好朋友→情人
还真的是很难得的说
也可以说是排除患难吧
还记得刚开始dear哥哥一心想撮合我们
结果 后来我们在一起他也有点吓到吧 (应该是很多人都吓到)
因为毕竟那时候我才刚分手一个星期左右吧
想象不到认识彼此一年多才在一起
也许因为认识得久才更了解彼此吧
当然朋友始终和情侣不一样
我们真的经历了很多
也许很多人不知道也不清楚 (这是我们的秘密)
但是我们都深知我们错过了很多时间
真的还蛮多的

虽然说一年并不长
可是还是一样有欢笑有泪水有争吵
而且而且而且
我们在经历最困难的时间
为什么呢?
知道的人应该都知道 (废话!知道的人当然知道咯)
因为我和dear现在是远距离
应该不止远
是超远超远的
10小时的飞机才能见到面的说

老实说,
刚开始对这段感情没有太大的期望
因为可能刚开始在一起时,
早就决定要来Melbourne读书
可能也是因为这样子
才让彼此更珍惜在一起相处的时间
虽然今天我们不能一起庆祝我们的一周年
你人在Sibu我在Melbourne
可是你说过我们还有很多时间可以一起过
这不是承诺
可是却是你另外一种方式表现你心中的想法
很多人说远距离恋爱很难维持 (也许吧)
前几天Jenni问我
你的怎样了?
我很自然就回答说顺其自然咯

02/11/08 → 02/11/09
一年的时间
有你的陪伴使我的生活增添了许多色彩
有你在身边发生什么事都不怕 因为有你
从来没有觉得这么需要一个人
你很不一样 XD
也许一不小心就一辈子了
未来的事
没有人能预测
我现在能做的就是珍惜我们的日子
一起克服远距离的障碍
我相信
只要我们在一起
任何困难都能克服
因为
就是力量

is Power
Unexpected Power

Dear, do u know that


Really LOVE u so much

Finally,
一周年快乐
Happy First Year Anniversary
Loves,
Aik

Sunday, November 1, 2009

Exam day 1 + Andrea's legal 18 birthday

I should update this blog on 30/10/09
but I am too lazy and tired
so until today, i just update
Last time semester examination fell on 25/5 (Vinc
ent Wong's legal 18)
This time semester examination fell on 30/10 (Andrea's legal 18)

On the first day of my exam,
I went to the school soooo early
Exam start at 12 noon
bt i arrive schl at 9 morning

Y?
because i wanted to clear my locker
and move them to Vincent Hii's locker
Thank him.
The first paper is Geography Part A

I admit i din do well
The second paper is English Part B
I felt that it was not that hard
but Andrea them said they cant finish the paper
Should I feel happy or nervous?

After finish exam, I wait Jenni at ground floor
She was so slow
oopps... is because her exam room consist of 200++ students
need more time to collect paper

After that, we went Melbourne Central to take the Birthday cake for Andrea
We walked back to her house
I found that it is reli far from Melbourne Central
We prepared for the night
hohoho
surprise party for Andrea


Introduce her
Name : Andrea Lu
Birthday: 30/10/1991
Charateristics : cute, funny, hardworking, happy go lucky girl
We know each other since we were 11 years old (五年级)
We used to be in same class until Form 3
During Form 4, she is smart so definitely go to the best science stream class lo
But we still friend enuf
Until now, this is the 8th year we know each other
For friendship, 8 year is not too long but also not too short
I appreciate our friendship a lot and for sure we still have long way to go


Here she is
She was excited for the party
cos she dunno any about party b4
Jenni then hide inside the room and suddenly came out with the cake
That night,
Everyone put down their stress and play crazily
Noone wanna talk about exam
hahaha..
Ur birthday made a lot of ppl relief their stress

Andrea @ me
To see more other pictures
please →click← this to see in FB


01/11/09
nice date, right?
tomorrow I m going to hav 2 paper again
Accounting Part B and Mathematics Part B
Phew...
after tomorrow I will be free for 9 days b4 my last subject
hohohoh...
02/11 will be first year anniversary for Me and Him

Wait for my next post luuu...
Off to study again
TnT


From:
Aik

Thursday, October 29, 2009

Study Leave by School

Guess wat?
I m having test 2mr
Since last nite, i studied for my Geography already

study-ing

Last nite, I skype with my boy
Suddenly his dad went in his room and the most important thing is
I m lying on the bed =o=
and his dad saw that and luaghed
so embarrassing

This morning, I woke up at around 10 sth
I start revised Geography again
until 2 o'clock
after that, I had my lunch at Rose Garden with Andrea and Elaine
We saw William, Lennet, Gene and Gene's bro when we having lunch
They came back from Coconut House

We went back to hostel
Me and Andrea went Coles again
for wat?
For JUNK FOOD
I need them when study.
=o=
dat's y i m growing in size
When back, I continue revise again

Around 4:15 pm,
Connie back from school.
We went to Laguna and bought somethings
What is dat?
It is a secret.
After Connie bought her dinner and I bought my drink at Tea Up
We went back.
I know Connie is super tired already.
hahah

Mayb Jenni is coming to my place ltr.
*waiting for her

Tomorrow is Andrea's Legal 18 Birthday
And for sure,
It will be my next post.

Show u guys one thing.
click this to see
From Jovita's blog

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

Last day of school

28.10.2009 (Wed)
Today is the last day of my 2nd semester.
Happy or Sad?
Happy becos finally finish the course
Sad becos Exam is on Friday noon.











B4 going to schl
Anyway,
2day I hav my Computer Science class and skipped English class.
After CSC class, I wait outside derek's class.
The teacher thought that i m waiting for derek
bt actually,
I m waiting for her to take pic with her
And she is my whole year Accounting teacher.
She is cute and always say our class is her benchmark for Accounting Part B right now
Especially Justin
Here she is Mrs O'Meara and me












Justin and Mrs O'Meara













Mrs O'Meara Justin Derek













=============================================================
After that,
I had my lunch with Connie and her  friend, Virginia
Virginia is an Indonesian
After we finished the lunch at ShangHai Dumpling Restaurant,
Connie decided not going to ESL and Science class bcos she felt unwell
She had a little nap in my room and around 3 we went out with Andrea and Elaine
We went out bcos we accompany Andrea buying clothes XD
Me and Connie had Starbucks again =o=
Connie Andrea Elaine 

 








Connie and Me inside the Starbucks



















Me and Connie outside the Starbucks





















Incident happened:
I dunno wat happen to my contact lens 
bcos my one of my eyes suddently feel painful and totally red
T_T

Around 5,
We off to home and Andrea bought her clothes.
Mayb she is going to wear it on her birthday
Hohoho....

Now is 7 sth and I need to off to study my Geography
My 1st subject for the test

Me and Connie b4 going to school
















Off to study now. On_nO 

MUFY, Year 11 and Year 10 friends, Good luck in your exam



countdown 5 days for anniversary



 

Monday, October 12, 2009

→2nd week of school←

Today is the 1st day of second week.
Nth special but overslept
Jus hav class like normal..
During homeroom time,  I received my term report for Term 3
*this is 2nd week of term 4 already
i got 2 HD 1D and 2P
What the F*ck, man
I should nt have P, man
Let's c
Mathematics_HD
ComputerScience_HD
Geography_D
Accounting_P
English_P
I know I din do really really well in Accounting
But P is too low, ok?
English, the teacher obviously dislike me at all as I always din passed up h/w
and late for class
missed the class
talking at class
These are all due to u teach reli such boring,
make me feel sleepy
Me dislike her as well
but i don think i have such broken English like getting "P"
NEVERMIND
I'll get the best result in my semester test
cos u are not going to mark my paper.
n_._._._._._._._._._._._._n
After school,
Me and Connie went to TeleChoice to take her iPhone.
I bought a screen protector for my iPhone and the clothes for it to avoid the Apple from being scrape again
and also screen protector for my W595
Then we went Coles buy fruits, air freshener and I forgot
______________________________________________________________
Seriously, I love W995
it is beautiful for me
now I believe in Love in First Sight
hahaha
Justin told me SE still have new model coming out probably this month or next month
hahaha...
Mum, U should preparing for me...




*Countdown 9 days for Graduation Night
*Countdown 18 days for Semester Exam

*Countdown 21 days for !st year anniversary

*Countdown 43 days for mum is coming
*Countdown 63 days for back to Sibu

Thursday, October 8, 2009

SUPER BUSY WITH GEOGRAPHY FIELD TRIP REPORT

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

除草咯

好久好久好久没有update了
谁叫我超级懒惰
说说我放假回Sibu的事情吧
很老实地说,我不是很记得我回去后到底做了什么/发生了什么事情
而且而且, 下面说的第一天到Sibu还是我看了Xiao V(Angu 女朋友)的blog才想起来的 =.=
承认我自己超没有记性
21/9/09,
应该四五点就出去了吧 -- 去我Dear家wor
他很loso... 本来说六点去找我的宝贝洁盈wor
结果结果,六点半才出门 --- 原因是他说Angu他们还没有出去啦...
当我们要出去的时候,琴打电话来说他一个人在百盛wor...
就去找他顺便接她咯。。。
之后就和Angu, Xiao V, Elton 还有洁盈去Manna咯
本来打算吃东西, 结果他们说先喝茶然后去亲善吃咯
在Manna待了不知道几久就去亲善咯
很好。。。我,阿伟和琴最慢到 -- 因为 I am safe driver咯 因为第一天驾车很不惯这样
最后我就回家了咯, 我最早回家咯。。
Dear和宝贝洁盈还有Angu他们去Fun Fair咯
后来,我有小小生气dear咯
因为他只顾玩咯,没有陪我 写信息咯
后来一气之下,就不自觉睡着了咯
半夜起来看到dear的信息咯 - 说对不起咯 (很难得的说) 他几迁就我一下wor
22/9/09
早上超超超早起身 (八点多呱) -- 我的ah bui 当然还没有醒的咯,就发信息给他说咯
之后我就和姨姨出去咯(妈妈出门,所以姨姨在我家) 至于去哪里我已经不记得了 =.='''
然后我就去剪头发wor (不是很满意) 等它长吧
还有还有前一天晚上琴他们说要去新明记吃早餐wor...
结果忘记是10点多还是11点多才去的说 因为Elton载好琴又要回去再载Angu
结果我到时Angu不在 哈哈 真搞笑
当然后来他自己来咯
然后dear说要去弄Digi Campus wor 结果 Digi centre没开
一行人就去dear家咯
到dear家的时候,Elton说很像结婚这样咯 因为很多车在dear家的咯
也难怪啦 因为Dear爸爸和哥哥都在家所以2辆车都在家 再加上我,Elton和Angu的车 = 5辆wor
后来有跟Dear小小吵架 至于什么事情我也不说了
琴心血来潮说做寿司wor (应该是这天吧?)
琴,如果有错跟我说说吧 哈哈 之后的事情我全部不记得了
23/9/09
今天本来和琴说要去看戏的 结果我没有车出去咯
整天当宅女
24/9/09
妈妈回来wor...去飞机场载她咯
傍晚,好像和宝贝洁盈和靖他们喝茶呱。。

算了,好多事情我都不记得了 =.=|||
我只知道
这次回去我只见了宝贝洁盈和靖两次
其他时间好像都和Dear一起咯

宝贝洁盈24还是25回美里了
琴也回KL了
之后Dear开学了的说
也没见几次面咯
然后就到中秋了

中秋节

在Dear家吃晚餐咯
然后就出去咯
去Rejang Park 提灯笼
当然不只我们两个咯
还有Elton,Angu,理腾,Doreen和Vincent咯
陪Dear他们走了一圈之后我就回家了
没有办法咯


5/10/09
本来我搭上午11:55的飞机
结果它改时间wor
*气*
因为本来到了KL能和Dear煲电话粥的
结果我三点多才到咯
Dear四点又补习

后来Dear发MMS给我 想逗我开心
结果却让我很想哭 -- 因为舍不得走
这次我很厉害忍的wor...
临走的前一天,都没有在Dear面前哭wor..
因为我不想他担心wor
结果那天晚上他打给我和我聊天
当他叫我去睡觉的时候,
眼泪不自觉就掉了
我发现我舍不得挂电话
他知道后,一直说我是傻瓜wor
我知道他也是舍不得我走的咯
I LOVE U, Dear


*宝贝洁盈,I miss u wor.....



睡觉去了我
呵呵

Aik`Madeline

Friday, September 18, 2009

Early in the morning, actually not really early in Melbourne cos it is almost 9.
Super excited me, Why?
  • I finished my English Research project last night
  • Today is the last day for school
  • Keen for church concert in camberwel tonight cos Astro Police is going to dance.. huhuhuu...
  • Lastly, Sibu I am coming ^__________^
But, today i need to pass up my research project and I hav my accounting test. Nvm... Last test for term 3...
Hooray~~~~~




p/s: countdown 40 days, countdown 44 days, countdown 118 days

Saturday, September 12, 2009

Happy times

11/9/09
Today i had an excursion to Philip Island. Mayb many of u dunno where is Philip Island but in Melbourne, it is the most famous place. In Philip Island there is a Penguin Parade. We can c the penguins swim back from sea to go back to there own home. They are so cute when they walk.
It is a totally tiring day i ever have. In the morning, we gather together at student common room and ready to tak
e the row. Actually, our teacher plan to depart from schl by 9 o'clock. But another geography class's student was late. Tat's mean we forced to depart late. What a wasting of time as all of us are waiting on the bus.
After 45 mins, we arrived at a place called Tooradin. My Geography teacher, Mr Latham ask us to go toilet if needed. But seem like we stop at Tooradin for quite a long time. We were wondering y seem like waiting someone. Mr Latham said a girl from the other class decided to drive to Tooradin and meet us
so we gonna to wait her. But, at last we cant wait her as she called and said she was at somewhere that is further than Tooradin. Finally we found her and continue our journey.
After 40 mins, we crossed the San Remo bridge. That's mean we were in Philip Island already. Hooray!!! We went to Woolamai Beach to do some experiment and record the long shore drift and constructive and destructive waves. The wind was so strong and the most thing I hate is the sand all went into my shoes. WTF. So disgusting.
At 12:30, we left Woolamai Beach. We continue our journey to Cowes. It is a small town in Philip Island. We have our lunch there. Me and a China friend and 2 Vietnamese people went eat together. We had p
izza at a small shop. It taste good.
*ps: I hate Vietnamese.

After that, we continued our journey to Pengui Parade. We can see penguin at night after sunset. The ranger told me many things about penguins. I am lazy to write out. It will be damn boring. XD
We went noobies after that.The most excited thing is I saw 3 penguins hide under the bridge. They are so cute. They wont move. So cute
% I bought my n
ew little penguin at there. It called Penguin%\
Let me show u the pic...

is it cute?
hahah

12/09/2009
Nth special for today. But we had a dinner at 小尾羊. We have Steamboat. But wat i gonna said is not becos of cold so we went for steamboat. Today is a warm day. =.=|||
Me, Deric,Vincent and Connie went there.We ate till full. I am going to upload pic to Facebook. XD

Tired now and gonna watch pps. good nitezzz...



Saturday, September 5, 2009

:

Since when I no updated my blog. I am super stress this semester in Taylor College. A short but important semester. I have my oral presentation next week. I not yet prepare finish. I am scare to talk in front of the class. I feel shy? I feel embarrass? Actually I think I have quite good English among my class but still have the heart of scare. ==
Excursion is finally coming to me. Before I wish to have an excursion to somewhere but now I dunno y feel like dun wan go to the excursion. I am super tired this week. Oh gosh, my excursion last for whole day. I am going to Philip island to observe the wave and see the penguins. I should be happy for that, rite? But dunno y i hav a feeling for not going. But anyway, the excursion is compulsory and it cost me $40. My mum said it worth. Because it is more worth than i buy a branded bag. == How can my mum compare an excursion with a bag i want. hahaha...
I am so unlucky for last week cos i fall for 2 times in 3 days on the road. Am I too clumsy? I dunno but I noe my knees are full of "黑青". Feel paiseh for my legs. ==st
My semester test timetable finally was out. The timetable is fxcking lauya. I took 5 units for this sem. I have 4 test in 2 days and after that i need to 'rest' for 9 days be4 i have my last test. WTF!!! Let me list my timetable.
30/10 (Fri) 1215-1345 Geography Part A
1515-1715 English PartB
02/11 (Mon)1215-1415 Accounting Part B
1515-1715 Maths Part B
12/11 (Fri) 1215-1415 Computer Science Part B

I had a world worst study timetable this semester and world worst Exam timetable this semester. T^T

ps:02/11 is me and my boy 1st year anniversary
but i am still in Melbourne and having Exam. I will be back in 1x/12/2009. I still dunno when bcos my mum din tell me. 1 year is almost passed. I found that 2009 pass so fast. Wish me all the best.
And wish all the best to my friends in Melbourne, in Sibu, in Kuching, in Kampar, in Penang, in KL, in anywhere of the world. May God bless u guys in the Exam. Gambateh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!





```Aik```苹果```Madeline

Friday, July 24, 2009

女孩应该原谅男孩的10个地方
1 如果你喜欢他就告诉他,即使他拒绝了,也不会丢面子,因为在他心里,会因为你的真情而非常非常感激你。

2 如果他喜欢你,要明确告诉他你对他的感情,喜欢就是喜欢,不喜欢就是不喜欢,千万不要怕伤害他而忧郁不决,不要让他等到最后才受到抛弃,因为男孩子的心一旦碎了就很难很难再好起来。

3 男孩子也有自己的脾气,只是因为爱你而压抑着,不要总是任性,有时他们的决定也很有道理.

4 男孩子莫名的向你发脾气,那时因为爱你,把你当成最亲,最贴心,最有安全感的人,千万不要冲他发脾气反击,静静的等着,等他消气后满怀后悔来抱你。

5 他为你准备的东西,即使再难看,再廉价,也要去珍惜,因为那里面融汇着他整晚的思绪。

6 相信他给你多么多么美好的生活,要给他鼓励,因为鼓励会让他创造奇迹。

7 不要总是打探他去哪,告诉他注意安全,你会等着他就可以。

8 不要总说~我爱你~,他会半真半笑着说你烦,但不要不说,因为有时候,他们比女孩子更需要这句。

9 他为你掉眼泪了,那么他是真的非常爱你,珍惜他的每一滴泪,不要道歉,不要安慰,握着他的手,默默的为他擦去泪滴。

10 要信任他,他爱你,就什么都不会骗你,即使真的有欺骗,也是为让你们的爱情能够永远不离不弃。

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

Economics Day

I had my Economics test this afternoon. I was satisfied with the questions because it was quite easy compare to the past year question I done. Thank God. I really very happy when reading the questions during that 15 minutes. I almost have all the idea for what to write. Luckily I no give up my Economics at last cause I still studied until midnight last night. My hardworking is worth.



Tomorrow have Mathematics Test. After that I can rest for 3 days before I have my Computer Science test. Finally I can rest for a couple days. I had been test continuously for 3 days and tomorrow is the 4th day. Really tired already. Just now went common room with Vincent and try our best to fight with Maths but seen like we failed cause we seem like do until sleepy. Not the qustions are boring, is the questions are too hard make us too tired.



Tuesday when having accounting test, I forgot to bring my calculator. Then, luckily I saw Amelia. She helped me borrowed from a friend called Vincent as well. Thanks a lot to them causd if don't have calculator how i having my accounting test? Today when having my Economics Test, forgot to bring my calculator again. Haizzzzz.... Luckily, I met Andrea. Thanks to her although at last the calculator is no use in my Exam. Tomorrow having Mathematics test, I really cannot forget calculator again because all MUFY students having Maths test tomorrow then sure no one will borrow me. I MUST BRING MY CALCULATOR!!!!

Gonna eat my supper now. And need start revising Maths again. May God bless me and all my friends.




p/s : countdown 9 days... Miss all of u~

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

Exam Period

Yesterday (25/05/09)
Started Semester Test
The 1st subject is English.
This day is Vincent Wong's (My new Sibu's Friend met when 1st in Melbourne) Birthday
I totally forgot about it....
Hahaha
Anyway...
Although I know it is late,
but still want to say HAPPY BIRTHDAY◆ to him.
Wish u all the best in you Exam!!! God bless someone NICE. He helped a lot in my life in Melbourne. Thanks him a lot.
ok...
Let's talk about my English Paper

My English Paper
Essay is about the issue of private tutoring.
Wish that i did well in this paper.
*pray*



Today(26/05/09)
Today is the day i realised Vincent Wong's birthday is yesterday.
Haizzzz....
I knew it before we went dinner. Hmph~ feel that so bo heart to him cause i asked him last week.
hahahah
Today have my Accounting Test.
It was weird for me.
But i still try my best to fill in all the answer.
Wish the examiner can 明白我的苦心!
My accounting paper



Tomorrow (27/05/09)
I will have my economics test tomorrow. Wish me good luck. I poor in my Economics
hahahah
Going to study Economics now.
hehehe


p/s : I love you, my dear.

Thursday, May 14, 2009

14/5/2009 Melbourne

今晚真的很彻底很彻底的被人伤害。也许是自己太过任性,也许是压力盖过了理性,也许是距离的关系,也许是因为考试的关系,我自己也不清楚。还记得,在每一段感情结束后我都会跟自己说,下一次别再犯同样的错了。真的,每次经过一次感情后,都真的觉得自己长大了一些。只是,直到我和他在一起之后,我居然又变回和以前一样。紧紧地抓住他,一点都不想失去他。

曾经的我很果断,现在的我优柔寡断。什么事情都拿不定主意。因为他总会帮我决定所有的东西,会替着我来想。他控制着我,不让我乱花钱,要我省钱。虽然有时会很不开心他不让我买我想买的东西,可是我知道他用心良苦。只是口头上总是要和他顶嘴。

我永远不会忘记你今天说的话。因为他们像一把刀反复的往我心口里刺,好痛好痛好痛!!也让我知道你心里真真实实的感受。我写这个post不是为了要讽刺他,而是要我自己记住,要处处为别人着想,尤其是他。

他才使我这一生所有的。他是对我最重要的人。如果有一天,我不幸失去了他,我只会自己一个人躲起来。当然我是不想这个事情发生。该睡觉了。明天还要考试呢~

加油啊
忆忆
我的阿伟也要和我一起加油哦

12:48a.m
Good night everyone and also my dear
Muackssss
Love you forever~

Monday, April 20, 2009

2nd term of Taylors College

Today started school already. So weird!!! Why the holidays time so fast pass?

Heheh....
So happy...
Maybe I gonna buy a new laptop XD
Maybe I will going to Sydney in Sept~
But everything nt sure yet
lalala

But I still happy...
nth special in term 2 today
But haiz...
I still failed my economics
T____T
So sad.
I thought i will pass de
i jus lack 1 mark to pass
wuuuuu................

Dear Dear
I miss u a lot~~~~
Dun forget wat u promise me o~
When I back
must bring me go eat
go shopping
so watching movie
go eat Laksa
etc....

Countdown 46 days

Sunday, April 19, 2009

19/4/2009

The time passed so fast

Today is the last day of the holidays.
Tomorrow I gonna pack my things again to go to school le.
And just left around one month i need to face my Semester Test le...
So nervous tim...
I promise to myself I must score good resukt in the TEST!!!
I MUST DO IT!!!!
I wan get HD in all subjects.
jiayou jiayou jiayou!!!

Countdown 47 days before going back to Sibu.
Heheh...
6/6/09 I am coming.
I miss Sibu laksa.
I miss my dear dear in Sibu.
Sibu is a memorable place for me.
I lived there for 17 years before i going to Australia.

New term in Taylors College
New life started
I must study hard for my future

AIK/MADELINE
Gambateh!!!!!
You can do it!!!!!!!!!!!!

Friday, April 17, 2009

To: Ah Wei

17/4/2009 (2:20a.m)

This post is created for Ah wei~

To: Ah Wei(宝贝老公)
凌晨了
我还是睡不着
可是却是让我觉得最感动的夜晚
虽然没有像以前一样收到你哄我睡觉的信息,可是你的一句去哦哦吧,让我真的好感动!
我知道你已经很累了可是你至少还是写了晚安和一大堆的muacks给我。让我觉得虽然你说“我不知道要怎样,我很累,要睡觉了”还是很关心我,还是怕我没有睡觉。看到那封信息后,我真的想要睡觉了。可是不知道为什么闭上眼睛,满脑子都还是你所以决定写这一篇post。

我知道我答应的事情没有做到是我的不对。我真的很想做好一个女朋友的责任和一切身为女朋友应该做的事情。我真的为了你而在很努力改变自己虽然我知道蛮不成功的。我知道自己的任性和无理取闹还有很会乱发脾气。可是我真的很努力在控制自己的脾气了,也许我做得还不够好所以你才没有看出来。可是我一定还会继续努力的,有一天你会看到我为你所改变的。

你是一个很特别的人,特别到我可以义无反顾的为你。我很少为了任何人而哭而我却为了你不知道流过多少的眼泪。我才明白你已经不知不觉走入我的心里,成为最重要的一部分了。我不敢想象如果我的生活少了你会变成怎样子。依赖你已经是我的习惯了。虽然我常常对自己说:是时候要长大了。可是常常我还是不自觉地想要找你陪你粘着你。虽然我知道你很怕人粘着你,可是粘着你让我觉得很幸福一下。只要是和你在一起都是我最幸福的时候。如果没有你,我什么都不是。兜兜转转了那么久,我终于找到我的最爱,一个让我想要这段感情到永远的人,而那个人就是你。不管有多少的障碍,我相信我们都可以克服。

老公,
我真的很爱你
我相信你也是一样爱着我。
我可以很肯定地说这一辈子我不会再放开你的手了。一定不会。100%不会。
我爱你
我真的爱你
Muackssssss~

快三点了。我该去睡了。不然你看到这个post又要骂我为什么不睡觉了。哈哈哈。。。可是我还是觉得甘愿,至少我知道你是关心我的。真的该睡了。明天还要打电话叫你起床呢。。

停手时间:2.57a.m

From:
你的宝贝老婆
Aik

Sunday, April 12, 2009

奇异恩典 Amazing Grace

amazing grace,
how sweet the sound
that saved a wretch like me.
i once was lost
but now i'm found,
was blind but now i see.

t'was grace that taught my heart to fear
and grace my fear relieved
how precious did that grace appear,
the hour i first believed.

through many dangers, toils and snares
we have already come
t'was grace that brought us safe thus far
and grace will lead us home.

when we've been there ten thousand years
bright shining as the sun;
we've no less days to sing god's praise
than when we first begun

奇异恩典
如此甘甜
我罪今得赦免
前我失散
今被寻回
瞎眼今得看见

一首Amazing Grace让我感受到上帝无比的大爱
我是何等的荣幸能坐在主的大殿中纪念耶稣受难和复活的日子
正如这首歌一样
如此的恩典使我蒙受神的大爱

十字架永远是我的荣耀
我愿跟随耶稣基督直到永远

Sunday, March 22, 2009

转变

Almost two months in Melbourne
It's really the time to grow up
Change a lot in my lifestyle:
  • I wash and dry my clothes
  • I fold my clothes and put them back into the cupboard
  • I boil my water
  • I fold my blanket after wake up
  • I study without mum's annoying
  • I put skin care everyday
  • I watch English series and movies
  • I put sun cream every morning before going to school etc.....

Change a lot in my personal:

  • I socialise more with the people
  • Smile to everyone that maybe friendly
  • I control my temper for no quarrel with him
  • I control myself to save money by no buying anything useless

What I never change...

  • I still love him and become deeper and deeper
  • I love Cherlyn and Jin
  • I love Friends in Sibu
  • I miss Friends in Sibu
  • I love Friends in Melbourne
  • I need Friendssssssssssss
  • I still keep my cold joke

Thank to Auntie Pam, Uncle Philip, Belinda Bernard and Shireen. They are my relatives in Melbourne. Especially Belinda, she always fetch me go everywhere and bring me back to city after church every sunday. She always help me see whether DOritos got on sale or not. Hahah....

I miss my 螃蟹. T.T

I miss my 伟伟 T.T

伟伟,不要怕。你是好螃蟹。自己跌倒自己爬,你看沙滩为你开满红花。你是个好螃蟹,要自己跌倒自己爬

Friday, March 13, 2009

放下

放下不是停止关心,而是承认自己无力再为别人做什么.
放下不是退缩,而是领悟别人并不受我控制
放下不是没有能力,而是放手让事情顺其自然发展.
放下是承认自己无能为力,那代表结果非我所能决定.
放下不是意图改变或归咎别人,我能改变的只有自己.
放下不是漠不关心,而是留心.
放下不是袖手旁观,而是鼎力支持.
放下不是保护,而是让对方面对现实.
放下不是鸵鸟心态,而是接收现实.
放下不是唠叨,漫骂,争吵,而是找出自己的缺点,努力改进.
放下不是批评或控制别人,而是努力实现梦想.
放下不是懊悔过去,而是为将来而成长,为将来而活.
放下是惧怕越来越少.爱越来越多.

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

11032009 9:57pm( Melbourn Time)

再过十二个小时左右,SPM的成绩就要公布了。。紧张ing...
所有2008SPM的考生应该都很紧张吧。现实可以是残酷的也可以是善良的。这得看你平时努力的程度。即使努力过也还是一样会紧张。人是这样子的。
我不奢求什么。。。只希望不要在我的成绩表上看到C。 希望这个愿望能够实现。。。我好怕C哦。。。

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

HONEY

你在我耳边唱歌
我乖乖听钢琴声
时间仿佛停止了
在这一刻
抱着你 永不放手
看着你眼尾笑纹
迷迷的眼神让我心动了
握着你粗粗的手像个小女人
厚厚的肩膀靠着
躺在你身边不停傻笑着
嘟嘟的嘴角让我好想亲吻
你在我耳边唱歌我乖乖听
钢琴声时间仿佛停止了
在这一刻抱着你 永不放手
做我的honey honey honey放在你的心里
下半个世纪我用分分秒秒好好爱你
honey honey honey躲进你的怀里
我要我们腻在一起这样一直甜下去

Saturday, March 7, 2009

07032009 12:19am (墨尔本时间)

06032009 is a nightmare for me. A day i hate the most. A day i done a thing dat nearly broke a relation!!!
I will never ever know i love him until so deep. He is the only guy that make me feel that really can't lose him. If i lose him maybe my life will be more and more meaningless...

Sally, i really love you and miss you. When i back to sibu, wish that you will in Sibu too. Then we can go out to shop and lim teh. I love to spent time with you. SALLY SALLY SALLY!!! The best listener to me.

Melbourne, the city make us live so far away from each other. Am i need to hate her or Love her? I am not sure....

Wednesday, March 4, 2009

Autumn 秋天

墨尔本的秋天来了!!!

今天好冷啊。。最高温度19度,最低温度13度。真是要人命啊。。。风又超大然后又下雨,冷到。。。 去学校和回家的路上都被风吹到整脸冷冰冰的,手都紫了。突然好想有人走在我前面为我挡风,而这只是一个不能实现的愿望。明天根本没有一点想去学校的欲望,太冷了=.= 突然好想问:“为什么马来西亚没有四季呢?”怪问题。。

越来越爱这里的学校生活了。开始拥有一群buddies,每天不是一起上课就是一起吃饭,不然就一起走走,好快活哦!哈哈。。虽然他们都是中国人,可是还好我会中文,就容易沟通了好多。突然觉得马来西亚也是个不错的国家嘛。在他们之中我是最小的,只有我是91年的,其他的都是90或89的。和他们在一起除了笑还是笑,让我更喜欢这里。

秋天到了,天也开始越来越快暗了。夏天时,九点才开始天黑呢。

这张照片是8:11pm。。我的宿舍外面。还满亮的嘛。。


还是好想诗巫的朋友啊!!!Sally啊,洁盈啊,婉慧啊,靖靖啊,晓琴啊,ah mok啊,raymond啊还有以前的同窗。像安古说的,好想回到中学的时候,真希望时间能够倒流。哈哈。。。但这只是给梦想,不能实现的梦想。

最想最想最想的还是我最亲爱的阿伟。一个能让我心甘情愿为他付出的人。生活里永远不能在缺少的人就是他。^^

Sunday, March 1, 2009

墨尔本的生活

来到墨尔本,一切事物都在改变。任性的小孩也在慢慢的改变。许多事情不只是只有一个答案。很多事情往不同的方面想,也会得到不同的答案。慢慢的独立才发现到原来自己一个人也可以做好多事情的。不一定要依赖别人才能成事的。
一个人在墨尔本过情人节也有一番风味但也是一个让我永远都不想再过情人节的原因。距离是一种障碍但障碍是可以被排除的。其实,我一点都不想回家。但是他却是我的推动力让我就始终都放不下,让我不顾一切的订下机票。来到墨尔本一个月了,和他的感情又多了一个月,有时很怀疑,到底我们经不经得起如此巨大的考验?